Well, so much for writing here on a regular basis. I honestly don’t know where the time has gone.
I’m currently 23 weeks pregnant, so over halfway through. I can feel the baby moving a lot now. Not from the outside yet, but certainly internally. He’s moving around right now, as a matter of fact. We haven’t decided on any names yet. Well, I have, but the husband doesn’t like the name I’ve chosen, and is supposed to come up with suggestions of his own…which he hasn’t done yet. I’m totally going to win this battle.
Being pregnant is weird. I mean, yes, I’m happy and all that, but it’s still odd to experience. I had a relatively easy first trimester — no real morning sickness, just really, really tired. I’m still tired. My hips constantly hurt, but that was the case when I wasn’t pregnant. Emotionally, I’m happy and terrified. We haven’t done much to prepare for the baby, largely because the nursery is going to be in my office…and I have a difficult time getting rid of my stuff. There are times when I feel like I’m the only one who has to deal with major changes because of the baby — changes in my body, getting rid of tons of books to make room for the nursery, changing my work schedule. So much responsibility, and I’m scared I won’t be a good mom. This is all normal, right?
I’m proctoring an exam right now, and all I want to do is sleep. I could be catching up on my grading, but instead I’m blogging and thinking about Christmas. For financial reasons, Christmas has to be low-key this year, and I’m trying to think of homemade gifts that people won’t hate. I’m not crafty, so it will have to be something related to food. We’ll see.
I’m going to go hover over students right now. Good times!