I feel…

Well, today didn’t turn out (so far) like I expected it to. Which is good and bad.

My advisor woke me up at 8am (yes, I’m slacker). She called to cancel our appointment for this afternoon. We’re having some weather (ice, rain) and she wasn’t going to campus today. This was a good thing. I wasn’t prepared or in the mood to meet today.

The bad thing is that due to the weather Chad and I decided not to leave for Ithaca tonight. From what I can tell, the roads we were due to travel are pretty crappy. And I don’t feel like dying. So as much as I was looking forward to chilling in Ithaca tonight, I think we made the right choice. We’ll get up early (always difficult for us) and hit the road.

I haven’t done anything productive at all today. I’ve just been putting cd’s on my iPod (currently The Sundays, whom I haven’t listened to in years). I really should take advantage of this found time to get caught up on my Plath reading…and grading…and prepping…

You know…life is weird. There are moments I want to pinch myself to make sure I’m not dreaming. I have everything (well, almost…I still need to get published) I ever wanted. I’m teaching where I always wanted to, working with folks that I admire. Every time the Dept Chair calls me his colleague, or tells people that I’m a “phenomenal professor” (which I suspect he does only when I’m around), it makes me giggle. I mean, I used to be his student. And now I’m a colleague.

I just wish I could get rid of that little voice who wonders if I truly deserve all of this.

OK. I’m going to get to work. Title of the new poem I’m working on: “Mourning Bacon.”

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About JessieB

Just a 30-something girl trying to figure it all out. I write about weight loss, books, motherhood, life, and whatever is on my mind.
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2 Responses to I feel…

  1. GinaB says:

    he called you phenomenal because you are, and he is an incredibly intelligent man. I am so proud of you!

  2. Andi says:

    You deserve it! But I know what you mean…it is pinchworthy. And you just reminded me that I need to start re-adding CDs to my iPod. The unfortunate motherboard crash of 2007 knocked out all my music. Now I just have the stuff that I’ve bought from iTunes loaded.

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